A weekend of Cross in the centre of the Universe

This year after a two year hiatus from cyclocross (my previous experience being 4 races), Keith and I decided that I should organize a cyclocross series in the interior of BC so we could do some cross racing, but not have to do a ton of travelling every weekend. The series was a huge success introducing lots of people to this new discipline and giving Keith and I the cross bug. Then air Canada emails me info on a seat sale to Toronto. Cyclocross nationals are there, I've got lots of family there, I have been racing cross and I figure a trip to the Big city could be fun. Hosting my race the weekend before I was pretty busy and stressed out and looked forward to a trip to TO for a fun race with Keith. Racing cross is a nice mental change for me, I don't have to put the same mental and emotional energy into it. Race morning I started getting super grumpy about things that weren't a big deal though. Ahhhh, so I guess I do care about my result. The fact that I wa